fangs of learned caught me too

i think we all are robots or something.. we guys are product of some factory.. cz we all go thru same process in our lives,, and if we look from some alien's or extra terrestial's point of view.. we all are livin same lives.. orite.. not all,, bt then we can divide the universe or the total population into some groups.. each member of the group has a life journey similar to what her/his peers have. the group tat i belong to go to school.. by the time we reach 5th standard.. we all want to become either engg or doctors or teachers,,, then as we grow older,, we realise that there are more career choices and that its tuff to becum an engg or a doctor,, ( um nt sayin that its easy to becum a teacher with all due respect to all teachers out there,,, by the way ,, even um a teacher myself :P ) then we guys get into one of the four padagogic options,, arts,, or commerce or medical or non med.. afta that we all grill and grease our ass in entrance exams... bt the wele commercii and art ppl dnt ve to subject their asses so soon,, they do it later on.,, bt we all do.. by this time we all have had our share of crushes,, affairs... relationships and all... then comes the time when the prestigious and ever graceful title of 'a studnt' is snatched away frm u.. u have taken this life fr so granted...it gves u goosebumps whn u strt talkin to ur parents as to how to fill the pan card form,, u will now have to pay taxes,, the pocket money becomes all the more dearer now... thgh u are young enuf... bt u are made to realise that now that ur career is abt to set... u shud strt thinkin abt marriage... the college romance no matter how painful back then becomes so precious and joyous now...
is this wat they call growin up??? if yes.. i want my 24 years back now... i look back and feel as to how i have wasted my life livin under a template that society had made for me.. wat if i feel that study were only gud enuf to impart u with etiquettes which again is nt a guaranteed result,, wat if i feel that marryin at age of 24 is as illegal as marryin at the age of 16...
ever wondered as to how the society wud have worked had the new born baby left on his own to decide his own ' rights' and 'wrongs',,, may be he wud have learnt that God does not exist in some metamorphical world... bt its the capabilty inside u to do ur things and the patience inside u that makes u sail thru the tuff times poosible fr u that is as almighty as the Alimighty Himself.. wat if he wud have learnt that actually there is nthn like hindu or muslim or jew.. maybe he wudnt be acquainted with these terms..bt jst think if u can think beyond the ' possible chaos' that u migt be thnkin...
i feel that nooone is livin his life.. they are livin the life as made up by erstwhile 'learned'...
i wish that whn i bcum a mother... at least i nva force my kids to follow the social norms... cz even this is forced upon or sometimes it's out of our own inhibitions.. that we ask our kids to do this or do that..
anyways...(sigh)